im sick. physically and mentally. i lead a sedentary lifestyle. results in rolls of fats around my waist - tiredness - irritability, - tempremental - sluggishness. no goals nor motivation in life. living aimlessly. like a ghost. i don't study at all. i don't do what im supposed to do for my projs. i go shopping when im supposed to be going thru my maths, doing my projs..etc. all i know is to play. whats wrong? oh, i don't need advice. i know what i shld or shld not do. im not going to procrastinate anymore. thats it. ugh.
family in financial crisis. somehow. and im still spending $. great. fab.
oh, thanks for e offer jack. but im broke now. can't buy pc.
blog will be on holiday for now. so long. bye
Monday, January 17, 2005
Bobbi Brown's Creamy Concealer Kit is something to rave about!!! Fabulous! It comes in a yellow-based creamy concealer. sheer loose powder and even a small mini powder puff! =) todays is my 2nd day using it and it really covers my eye shadows! one thing i love about it is, it comes with sheer loose powder.. which blends the concealer well w/o me having to 'pour' foundation all over my face. =p a little pricey though. $56. but its a long-term investment. really. try it.
Friday, January 14, 2005
it has been awhile..
hihi.. haven't been blogging for quite awhile.. somehow kindda getting a little bit sick of blogging. *B-O-R-I-N-G*
personale: i've finally highlighted my hair!!! simply gorgeous.. received lots of compliments. -thank you! *happy*- bought some eye products yest too. shoppings fun when u have lots of $. ha. janeys an excellent shopping budd. we are both shopping queens except that im the poor one. =p
my gfs are and were having relationships problems.. sometimes i feel so helpless. there are those common comforting words that i wld say.. those areas where i might be even have gone through. however, no matter how much advice u give, it all comes down to that person alone. noone can do anything for him/her. not knowing what to say, alot of people try too hard to say something right which upsets the other person even more. thats what i did a few wks ago.. and i was like repeating myself again and again. ugh. sorry.. now, i try to keep my mouth shut and just listen. (have faith gals.. be true to yourself. *ultra-big-hug*)
im a failure in java programming. procrastinating again i know. can't be helped.
School work: im not the grp leader for this sem's main proj. presented out proposal a yest. felt really really awful that we didn't do anything much. adam did all the work. like what andrew said, i slacked when im not the leader whos stressing away. true enough. im guilty. sorry adam.
Andrew: You won't lose those friends that you used to be close with.. its not that bad as u think. i might not understand how u feel.. but i think they meant no harm. maybe thats all they think about. and janey n i was half-teasing ya about the group rule thing.. we aren't really angry. just that its a sudden change which we aren't used to it. actually, i don't feel gd either. haha. its almost as if they replaced us? almost? nvm.. its not that complicated. we made it to be. :) oh, and i loved taking neo-prints with ya guys. we should have a collection man.. so long. can't wait to see ya back at school.. take care.
Wei tian: hiya! u didn't leave down ur email add. i don't have tag-board. so heres ur reply. :) yah.. i guess that was me. haha. when was that? why didn't u call me? i didn't know u were in NYP. which course u doing? me doing IT. sucky. graduating soon eh? lucky ya. cheers~
P.S: Guys! rem that time when i mentioned about posting our baby pics online? havne't received any yet u know? keep me updated. =)
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
i can't seem to reach school on times these days.. or shall i say always? =p
oh well, i don't know why.. its usually because im too tired to get out of bed or going back to sleep seems so much like a gd idea compared to washing up and school. *ugh* i tend to skip the first period which means my attendence chart is going downhill. terrible. i take longer than most peeps.. need at least an hr to eht ready. (blowdrying of my hair takes up alot of my time.. hee) plus packing bag..etc. it will be more like 1 and a 1/2 hr.. journey to school : 30 mins - 40. which means if school starts at 9, i gotta wake up at 7!! Totally hard to accomplish. *SIGH* what to do.. my allowance is pretty tight these days. so im not taking any cab. no thanks. i have no sense of punctuality at all!!!
P.S: im in the lib now. skipping 2 hrs of java prac. why? cos im java-phobic. my lecturer especially. stressed me out to death. mind blank when shes around. some may say im running away from my problem. heck. i just don't wanna see her face. for now.
i know she cares. but to me, her presence not a nice one. more like terrifying. why must there always be a subject in school that i hate?! used to be accounts, now java. Aarrghh....
Saturday, January 01, 2005
this is where i work..
its so sickening! x:odus just reshuffled their staff.. and im the only one left in holland v. the rest of the staff are all gone.. some to bugis, another to ps. Plus, the most infuriating thing happened this morning! i was supposed to work today but was told that my name is not in the new schedeule! what the hell?! thank goodness my dad drove me there.. i didn't take a cab.. so here i am. at chong's place again. watched "13 Going On 30" on dvd earlier. it was really nice like what ezann told me mths ago.. i cried. hmmmm.. oh, below is a pic of x:odus holland village.
Happy New Year! cheers!