has my faith gone away?
"the greatest thing in life, is to love and be loved in return"
I used to believe in this. more than anything in the world. Up till now.
I find it hard to digest, to accept and to acknowledged. I do not know why. I might just have given up hope.
I was told to be wary of people who are seemingly harmless. to be a hyprocrite. i find it repulsive. disgusting. the human nature. the constant desire to compete and compare. the fight for money and fame. I loathe it. despise it. i do not wish to become one of them.
"For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"
Saturday, September 24, 2005
to teach or not to teach?
I almost lose it today. No patience left in my body. I just couldn't help but flare up and raised my tone. First, he couldn't find his hw. After nagging fr his granny, a few beatings.. (ouch. i don't know what to say) exercise bk made its appearance!! *bleah* Then, hw wasn't done. AS USUAL. to think he said he did his wrk bef he found it. UGH. its like the umpteen time! We went on to read passages. and even after 4,5 times of re-reading. he STILL can't rem the words! Math was no better.
To make things worse, his grandpa started smoking. AGAIN. even though hes in e room, i can totally smell it. couldn't breathe man. wtf. forgot to tell his aunt about it. what gd does 2nd hand smoke do to a 7 yr old kid!! might be the reason why hes slow. *rollin ma eyes* and can u imagine my clothes stank of ciggies last wk lo!
AARRRRGH.... forgive me people. i simply don't make e cut to be a teacher. I've decided to forgo my 1st 3 lessons of the 2nd mth and leave. need some determination man. feel a tad bad when his grandparents started scolding him when i finished e hrs.. somewhat telling me that they will supervise him to prevent such thing fr happening again. sigh.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Theres always a first time..
Guess what? I got a PEDICURE finally!! OH YEAH! Went to Snails@wheelock this evening.. and may i say, its wonderful! my toes looked all clean, prim and proper! Plus, the shimmering effects of my chromey pink polish! =) Cost me a whole SG$35.. but, to quote fr ying, gd quality comes with a price tag. (in this case - yes) I gotta know more about my problem feet.. ingrown nails..etc. and the lady actually said i had splinters on my sole! *weird* Was told that i cut my nails wrongly, hence the ingrown.. hmmm.
ying got herself a french mani. Purr-fect. It looks absolutely gorgeous and the professionally done white tip is the essence man. love it gal.
Hmm. BUT, my toes are kinda itching slightly nw. hope its due to the certain ingredients they used.. or the harsh scrub. damn my sensitive skin.
On the whole, it has been a new 45-mins experience. And, I hereby declare - A pedicure should be on every girl's must-do list. Its definately money well spent. Ones feet definately looked DIFFERENT before and after. Yet, till nw, i don't know whats the diff bet a budget nail palor and a place like Snails.. Hmm. difference in price of cos. but does the service and quality differs? or is it more like ambience and shop location thing? Comments gals!!! Info on wheres the best place to do our nails?!
P.S: sorry janey. feel bad we went ahead w/o ya. It was a last min decision. blame it on ying. =p we shall go tog next mth ya! *hugz*