gd n affordable chinese food!
i went to this old restaurant at kallang stadium that sells taiwanese supper last night.. something like that lah. hehe.. can't really rem the name of the place. initially i thought the whole place was quite tacky and everything. that the food can't be that gd like what guan say? hmmm.. we ordered stewed pork, vege, claypot chicky n noodles with pork slices.. i had the noodles, eh had porridge. (which is the main staple there lah..)
oh my! the food was really yummy! except that they really put alot of msg and salt in it..*yucky* anyway, must go try it ya? its at the same building as igors.. further in.. get a table by the window if u like a foggy sea view.. haha. foggy becos the window quite blurish.. erm, price range, quite decent. average will be $7 per item. tell me how is it if any of u guys go there ya? later.
Monday, July 12, 2004
bought a body scrub n moisturising whip from TNS!
check out the products from the natural source.. absolutely fantastic!
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Thursday, July 08, 2004
girlfriends..
hmmm... haven't blogged for days.. got tons of things to write!
this is my 4th day at nyp.. have been hanging out with 4 babes.. (defination of babes: B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L) jane aka enhui- looks like the mandarin singer: Zhang Shaohan Angela, likes girlish stuff. mel aka melissa - is always full of energy =), has a fashion style of grunge and streetwear. cher - tall, cute n friendly! wear skirts with sneakers all the time! has friends all over nyp. aini- petite, huge doll-like eyes n is a boy-fanatic like cher..hee.. right gals? anyway, i love them to bits.. glad to have this bunch of new-found friends where i will be able to chill out with. cool~
oh right. i was out shopping with jane yest, and i bought a quite short A-line skirt and a pair of slippers fr far east! soooooo happy~ *me wearing it nw.. not quite used to it thou.. hmmm.. jane is beside me too, wearing a olive green one n a black top,looking sexy baby! =p* we played pool at monstercue for an hour plus.. shes gd man! better than moi.. hmmph.. i always play straight cues.. must practise more. hee.. jane can be my teacher! *pleased* then we went to pasta mania @ ps for dinner. oredered quite alot did ya know? heres the menu: side salad, chicky n peas fusilli (chilli), combo set (garlic bread, soup n vanilla coke) and a banana desert pizza! everything tasted fabulous!!! (even tough i still kindda condemn pasta mania, i do think that they can only cook tomato-based pasta well. thats all. other than that: fail.)
hmmph. everyones dwiddling n talking around nw in lab530.. cos we just have to read thru all the modules thru CMS. don't really feel like going hm thou.. sigh.. oh well, later~ tata.
Sunday, July 04, 2004
my decision
Guan and I broke off on the 31st of June 04.
i realised my feelings towards him was on off. anyone whos reading this might be wondering what happened to that gal who missed his bf to hell and thought the kiss they shared was sweet? oh. well, i don't know.. there just wasn't enough chemistry between us. i know this sounds like a cliche, but its really me not him. Hes really all nice n sweet towards me.. initailly, it was ok. gradually, after hanging together often, i started to get irritated by the things that he do, the way he talk, his habits..etc.. was i being picky and unappreciative? im not sure. i do know that he an't the one though.. this kindda things a gal will definately know u see.
My friends have gave me advices, telling me that perhaps i might be able to get used to his habits and accomodate him? that all might turn to true love down the road? i wasn't really convinced. was skeptical about what they say. for me, i thought that one shld be happily in love at least for the first 2 yrs of the relationship.. until then, perhaps quarrels may be more frequent, 3rd parties may come by, pple may change..etc. If its already all dislikes and awkwardness in the beginning, how does one continue?
I actually felt nothing when we both agreed. I knew i had hurt him once again.. but i didnt' want to keep lying to myself. while knowing that i will never be able to love him back. or shld i say i will never be able to love him the way he does? Frankly, I dont' think i wld wanna get involved in a relatinship again.. I don't think i wanna experience the pain, confusion, and dilemma that one has to go thru in the end.. i know all is part and parcel of love.. that happiness are placed in there too. however, i do not believe in happily-ever-after anymore. One will not know what might happen the next moment.. I will try to cherish whatever thats happened, given to me and love myself. hmmm.. 1st day of school tom! wish me luck pple! ciao~