I opened my eyes. Blinked. Wave of uneasiness. Looked at my ph. No messages. (Since 7am) A thought came to my mind. I messaged him. Went to bathe and cleared my thoughts. Maybe its just my bloody imagination. Back to my room and saw a message waiting. "Everything is alright.. just woke up?" I was relieved and disappointed. That was all he could say? Oh well, he didn't know how i felt did he? I text my message.. He called. I told him i thought something happened. He laughed it off. We chatted and I didn't wanted to hang up. I wanted to hear him talk. To reassure me. But we did.

*unsettled*

Im back to teaching again! Not MOE. Just tuition. hahaha. a P5 gal. starting today! Mon/Wed/Fri. x:odus rest of the days.. *screwed-up-face* My, am i hard-working. Im badly in debt. SIGH. Might take up another assignment and quit. the former sucks. really. sick of their crap. Im also bored. As you can see, i've posted THRICE today. GOD.

Im richer next mth. Ask me out? Be it clubbing. (MOS, DXO, Zouk. Eh, perhaps when its ladies night? I hate to pay 25 bucks to go in and people watch. -.- Exception for live band.) Shopping. Tea-time.. Movies.. Tanning .. Maybe, maybe not. i looked like shit after one session. seriously. to tan or not to tan. Bleah.. I need and want sooooooooo much stuff.. However, i can only afford 2 tees. one for me and another for benji. Rest is off to hp bills and my friend's pockets.. hmmmmmmm.. but can i at least list out what are the things i window-shopped and yearned? It can be served as a guide for my bday pressie in 2 mths time. Hehehee..

Drumroll pleasee... Drrrrrrrrrrrmm....

- Topshop olive overalls! $93
- Warehouse bikins! $33 top $39 bottoms. i think. Zebra stripes / Brownies..
- LOTSA sexy, comfy and pretty lingerie! - Applicable only to gfs and benji. ;]
- Shoes! Retro wedges/pumps. Havaianas. Converse. Adidas.
- STRIP Brazilian Wax. $46. i don't mind vouchers.. =p
- Shu Umeura's Basic/Lenthening Mascara. $40+ each..
- Lip glosses, eyeshadow, eyeliner? I wanna experiment with make-up!
- All time favourite - Manis & Pedis !!!
- Vintage Goods! You know what kind if you know me.
- BAGS! TOTES!!! I missed my Warehouse buckle leather!!! UGH.


Ehh.. thinking hard.. er.. till i think of more.. *Sheepish*

"People lose the habit of compromise, forget what its like to have their whims and peculiarities questioned."

how true, how true.

I am absolutely borreddd ...

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

I've just realised how important a pedi is to me. My toe nails have gone back to the short-and-ugly-dirt-stained stage after 2 mths of rest. Upon seeimg my chipped and peeling nails, i had to pick at it no matter what. This bad habit of mine was almost cured.. I was so happy when i saw my nails grown to lengths i've never seen. And now. UGH. the sight of my toes irks me. I kinda regret scraficing it for that mango mini. Geez. what was i thinking.

Soak Up The Sun

I finally took the plunge to sun tan yesterday.. and it was a total new experience?

Right. I sound like im some moutain tortoise.

But, everyone knows im against tanning.
Reason: Damage to ur skin. Why barbecue yourself under the sun?

But, since i've nothing to do during the hols, i decided to give it a shot.
Maybe because there wasn't much sun that day.. or that it was kinda deserted. everything felt right.. while i was trying to be oblivious to pple walking around.. perhaps staring at my tummy hair. Muahahhaa. anyway, i almost drifted to la la land while the sun shone on my gleaming oiled skin.. it was bliss. void of thoughts.. troubles.. frustrations.. Simply at ease.



Whether i was tanned didn't matter that much afterwards. It was the sensation that had me craving for more.