A reminder once in awhile..

SELF - RELIANCE

lose ur heart. not ur head. don't ever forget.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

"Longing"

Thoughts on him every single hour. min. second. millisecond.

Kiss goodbye

Thursday, January 19, 2006

J U V E N I L E

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

simplicity

so when u turn to hide your eyes' cause the movie made you cry

thats when I love you I love you a little more each time

and when you can't quite match your clothes

or when you laugh at your own jokes

thats when I love you I love you, more than you know

and when you forget that we had a date

or that look that you give when you show up late

baby I love you

I love you anyway

cause heres my promise made tonight

you can count on me for life

thats when I love you

when nothing you do can change my mind

the more I learn, the more I love

the more my heart can't get enough

thats when I love you when I love you no matter what

no matter what

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Illness

depression (UNHAPPINESS)
noun
1 [U] a feeling of unhappiness and lack of hope for the future:
I was overwhelmed by feelings of depression.

2 [C or U] a mental illness in which a person is very unhappy and anxious for long periods and cannot have a normal life during these periods:
Tiredness, loss of appetite and sleeping problems are all classic symptoms of depression.

I think i have mild depression. Mood swings. Irritability. "Moping around". Inablitity to concentrate. Memory Loss. Sadness. Crying alot. Unenthusiastic about school. Pessimistic about life.

oh well. above are some of the symtoms of depression in psychology. On the bright side, at least, i dont feel suicidal, have poor self-esteem or hallucinations. =p i considered myself still sane.

Treasure

I see the me in her. the past. the yearning. and i wept.
but, its just empathy.

im happy. :)

Monday, January 09, 2006

Understanding.

Does humans need to understand in order to love?
Can love exist without understanding?
Even if we feel truly blessed in the presence of each other?
Yet, companionship doesn't seem to be enough. we yearn for more.
Contentment - oui, non?

*ponders*