backdated. 25th June 2007.
terrible day it was.
i feel as if my whole body was drained. tired.
e mornings. the weather. the sore feet. the codes. the stress. the strained eyes. the starchy office wear. the moment i peel off my clothes, i felt as if a huge load of weight and debris is lifted out.
im alive again.
bare. naked. new born.
e daily 9-630 lifestyle is killing me. depressing me. feel as if my relationship w friends / benj is straining. somewhat. boring is e key to office word i say. i need to get an on / off job that allows me to travel. i cant see myself doing this for e rest of my life. that wld be hell. yeah. at least i have a small vision of what i want. ha. hurray benj/ezann.. arent u guys glad. :)
suddenly had e urge to shout out :
I LOVE YOU GUYS. MY BELOVED. MY DEAR EZANN, MICH.
u guys are all i have.