I woke up from a nightmare. I was screaming at the top of my lungs at 2 group of people at a dinner. My husband had betrayed me and i got suspicious when he sent to get soup for another woman! Apparently we were betrothed, and he loved that woman since day 1. he even told that woman repeatedly! i felt like a fool. All my relatives and friends knew. Even my father-in-law, whom i apologised before I left. i was very angry. the feeling is so strong even after i woke up, i had to pen it right away in case it dispersed the minute i stepped out of the house.
i know the cause of this dream probably comes from the quarrel i had with Mr Lee yesterday. Even then, betrayal was a terrible feeling, even if it was ONLY a dream! It felt so REAL. It should never happen to anyone but yet, it could be happening every single min while I'm typing this.
a mixture of emotions of anger, disbelieve, disappointment
it throws you into such a rage that you don't even recognise yourself after
I certainly wish nothing like that happens to me EVER, or to anyone close to me.
How does someone ever get through the healing process of a betrayal?